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[01 Oct 2005|02:03pm] |
i few things youve said have just upset me. i get nervous when you talk about these things cause they dont remind me of you. its like a different thing. i just dont want you to be that. your too good a person to be like them thats all.
on a good note i went to the last Drug Test show last night with grant andrew and james. Guns Up was sick so much fun. people went for the music it was a real show.
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[18 Sep 2005|10:52pm] |
i dont have the courage to tell you. or even approach you.
music is good lets keep it that way.
skating releaves stress.dont dress the part assfuck
hungoutwiththebigmantoday
i dont want to have a fall without someone.
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[11 Sep 2005|08:55pm] |
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i guess i used to know you. now it seems i dont. i guess this is growing up. i wish it just wasnt liek this. i feel like i dont even know myself. but then again i know me. i know what i like. i know what i do. you im not sure you dound that yet. i hope you find it soon. i hope you live agood life. i hope you have fun. i want nothing but the best for you. i dont want you to get hurt even though i know it will happen. i want you to get everything you deserve and i want you to appreciate everything you have. i hope you enjoy each day as you. you are a great person. as you get older you will change and i dont know if i will understand all these changes or if i will agree with them. i just hope you rember me and somthing ive said to you or somthing ive done that has been imprinted in your mind so you dont forget what you came from. i apologize this isnt ment to be mean im not angry.
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[05 Sep 2005|10:49am] |
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i havent updating in a while. i dont really care and neither do you. its the end of summer wah wah wah. shut up. tomorow is a new school year. filled with angry teachers, missing homework, and less than perfect grades. also, F's on french tests, piss on the bathroom floor, fights that you never get to see, quarrals between you and your freinds that are pointless, rumors, teen queen whining girls, bad tasting lunch food, and the all so infamous hott girls and them not talknig to you. i have a lot of good things gonig for me which im happy about. Last night me and paul and james hung out. we went to newbury comics James bought some of the best cds. paul bought the new No Trigger which is amazing. I got the With Honor full length. its amazing. its to technical. iv'e been listening ot Against Me! a lot now. The acoustic songs are really good. This morningi saw the new Reverend Run song. its decent i'll buy the cd but i wont love it. The VMA's are lame iv'e seen them like 3 times. My chemical romance doesnt get any better. they are keep getting shitier. what a bad idea for a band. Saturday is skate fest with Risto james and paul. possibly will i just haveot ask risto. it should be a good time. i want to see Big D i havent seen them in such a longtime. they always make me feel so good. i have summer reading to do so i guess i shoudl stop writing.
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[21 Aug 2005|10:51am] |
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i don't know what inspires me to write stuff like this. mabye the fact that i'm up at 9:50 and there is no sun. its just another crappy day outside so it reflects my all around opinion about the day. school starts soon. and cross country sooner. but forget that. school is the weird one. i guess it will be nice ot see everyone again. but its scary going back. i don't think i'll know what to od. my last memories of school are me being really upset. the last 2 weeks of school i was upset and i don't like bing upset. (surprising eh). but im going to just try to enjoy myself. iv'e got some good friends which i'm happy about. i took some cool pictures the other day at the artspace show but it wasnt my camera and im pissedi was going ot post them. somthing is upsetting me like i have that gut feeling and it sucks. but i'll be fine with it. i have a feeling somthing is going ot turn around. somthing really good is going ot happen soon. i hope. damn i just read somthing that upset me. o well haha my luck.
i quit checklist
i bought a marshall 4 12 cab
risto is in finland
tonight is comeback kid and im not going :(
i hope everyone has a good time. call me
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[19 Aug 2005|10:57am] |
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lots have happened latley. matt went home. i went ot warped tour which was awsome but sucked. someone should tell the shitty bands to bury themselves in hole. i got too see 3 bands i really wanted to see though so iwas pleased. the circa survive set was amazing. we luckly out of the blue found out folly was playing. folly played perfectly. then we saw bane. which was probally the best show iv'e ever seen.
2 days ago was practice followed by work then checklist show. then chris's house. i quit checklist 2 days ago.
yesterday. was practice. then bazooka show and checklist last show. it was weird. for about 6 months i spent every friday and saturday around those guys. we had so many funny times and stuff. now that i think about it it just upsets me. im going to miss driving around i nthe wrangler and geting hooks with them. i guess iv'e moved on from it. cause i was done with it. its just weird ot no longer have it.
last night consited of peeing in storm drains and GTA. the life i live.
i dont know whats going on today. or whats going on at all. everything is just spinning around me. i wish i had things set. like i used ot have everything figured out basically. everything was secure. now its like the chains holding everything i knew down are broke and everything is just spinning around. like 2 weeks of summer left who wants to hang out?
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i was kidding about the big fuck you. like i dont care haha.
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[13 Aug 2005|06:44pm] |
yesterday was the last face down show this summer a the teen cneter it was awsome. a big fuck you to all you that missed it. anyways haha yesterday i jammed with james and will. last night. me and risto almost got some boes at wendys at liek 11. im pretty sure they were all hammered theywanted me to walk threw the drive through. but what it came down to was either hott chicks or wendys with a bunch of guys. so i guess i chose the guys haha. phil and sadie and paul left. then kyle and will and james left. then toph and matt. so we and ritos went back to his house then matt and toph came and we listend to the new face down demo. thats agbout it . anyone want ot hang out
dontbestupid
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[08 Aug 2005|03:49pm] |
todaytodaytodaytodaytoday
yesterday. was not the punk rock bar bq
the day before it was and it was fun. i had a good time. IGA shopping carts are amazing.
yesterday. i hugn around i think. then face down recorded. i freestyled. check it bitch.
today i woke up at 7 and went ot drivers ed till 10 30. then worked from 11-3. AWSOME haha
now im on the phone.
brendan bought a synthesizer so we are hanging out tonight.
i wish plans worked out
i bought the sounds of animals fighting cd. and this tough guy record compliation. haha its funny.
how are you?
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[04 Aug 2005|11:30pm] |
wg;sdfgl;dfhjkl;gf;f;adfg;laf its been fun these past few days. i spent it with face down or harley and nic and brendan. i can do backflips on the trampoline. highlight of summer. what a joke. i hatesummerihatesummerihatesummer. its not that bad. just not the greatest feeling. yet i dread the begining of the year. not beucase of school. just dont have the best thoughts about it. i got new shoes. dont read that it doesnt matter. attackula dropped out of punk bq.
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these entries suck.
they arnt funny.
i whine.
i probally seem like a bad person.
im not. i'm just not happy with everything. this is so lame and cliche. livejournals suck.
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[03 Aug 2005|08:43pm] |
im done with
-the internet
-assholes
-splenda
-rowley
-downtown
-everything else
-over priced vitamin water
-bands that try and sound orginal but sound lik everyone else
-people who hate piebald
-summer
-summer
-humidity
-hott weather
-drivers ed
give me punk rock bar bq so i can stay sane
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we recorded today. tomorow is drivers ed. yankee homecoming blows. i give up. goodnight
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goodnight everyone.
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[31 Jul 2005|08:54pm] |
"A Chapter Of Accidents"
I swear to God the sun is laughing at me, but I can't say because I don't look straight at it. Hear me out. Those boys tell all the lies that roll right past you: "I don't wanna fuck you, I just wanna hold you." Hear me out. I've searched my conscience. Done laps thinking, like the ice capades and roller rinks. Will I know if I still care? I can't make up my mind. I'll burn those bridges to the ground to tie you up and drag you down. Give in to all subtle charms, spend summer nights in your arms. If I drowned in deeper oceans and sink, would you be better off than me? I'd do anything to find you. It's springtime and I feel like I'm dying while everybody's got a new lease on life. Hear me out. It's the time of year that rolls right past me. Just days to deadline. I know you can't wait to leave. What do I waste my time for? You've been gone for some time. Could I set out to find you? I'm fucked because you're my vice. But maybe I'm that type of guy, because I might be. I know this year's been miserable. I have faith the end is beautiful. It's just the road to get to you that's hard.
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[29 Jul 2005|11:29am] |
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mabye im to big of a geek. mabye not. i hope im good enough for you. but i dont know if i am.
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[28 Jul 2005|07:43pm] |
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hello world. how am i doing in this scheme of things?
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hello world. yesterday we had facedown practice. and yesterday night me matt and risto cooked up some good poor whites mans soul food. (ramen and hostes cakes) and chilled while we watch harlad and kumar. i liek dthe movie but wasnt too impressed. howeveri have a feelnig the second time i watch it it will be awsome. today i worked and it blew. i love the kids but time just would not change. eventually i made it to face down practice. followed by checklist practice. then jalpenos for dinner. with the hottest waitress ever. they were liek 23.. and i hit on them so much. they wanted my shit. kind of? not really. not at all actually but i'll pretend. tomorow is the show pleese go. PLEESE. goodbye
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today i woke up. then toph picked me up. went to face down and practiced. went to guitar center and tophs new snare sounds awsome. then we headed over to the bazooka house and did a double practices of death. it was the balls sucks if you mised it. then we went downtwon the whole crew. a lot of pizza factory and keep it up. there awsa facedown vs. bazooka frisbee game. facedown lost but i mean come tuesday bazooka is going down. ps i made plans for you on tuesday
SHOW AT THE YELLOW SCHOOL
FACE DOWN
A BAZOOKA TO YA FACE
APE SHIT
BOYS AND GIRLS
go or i'll kick your ass punk
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[23 Jul 2005|11:13am] |
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today there is sun. i'm not sure what im doing today its still morning. anyone want to hang out with little ol' me? i tell you more tales from rhode island. last night was awsome/messed up. face down gets there and we set up. finds out we arn't going to first. so we de-set up ? then right after we are done doing that. he tells us we are going to open. shep is loosing it. haha. so we play an acoustic set to like 5 kids and 2 of the Vicious basterds. THen the Vicious basterds play and umm they were bizzare. he palyed in leather chaps and zebra underwear. then the leadsinger's dick fell out of his pants. nothing like punk rock. checklist played and i wrote a 6 minuet song about shawn and everyone joined in singing and you missed it. shame on you. then me, risto, paul, and Matt blasted Tupac the whole way home. thats about it. tell me what to do today.
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so i just got back from rhode island. it was awsome. like we slept in tents. pissed in the woods. brendan slept in the car. i selpt almost naked. and yeah! i went fishing for 4 hours and caught nothing haha. what can i say i got the fishermens touch. but hoenstly it was a lot of fun. lately i havent been myself at all. ignore me or somthing because the way i act is not how i am. a piece of me is missing it feels like.i hope ot figure all this out because its hard on me. i apoligize to everyone. goodnight
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